Hmmm

Its been a while since I was here! Must remember to keep writing more. Its good therapy!

2009 has started so bad 3 months in and it shows few signs of getting better!:(

I would love for one day to get into the minds of other people and read there thoughts. I sincerely doubt I would understand them any more than I do now. Why can't people be content with what they have instead of spoiling things on others. These days I feel like I'm fighting a loosing battle and I'm just not content any more. Everything is up in arms and none of it is my fault but yet I'm in the hot seat for the blame.

I feel like screaming and shouting and hitting things (already done that today)!! I'm tired of protesting my innocence and I don't see any more reasons to do so. Believe me or not I am not going to care any more. I know I'm a good person I do not need you in my life discrediting my character. As the saying goes the people who matter don't mind and the people who mind don't matter. And as from today that's my motto and I'm sticking to it.

Love me or Hate me you can't change me. Deal with it just try to break me you haven't suceeded yet and you never will. You have a small mind and believe the world should revolve around you. Well the truth is it doesn't and nor does it revolve around me but I can accept this fact! Please grow up and live your life stop messing with mine!

Agh feel better now for my little vent there. Anyway thanks for reading hope your all taking care! T x